I know some people whom I know online know that I was expecting a baby and that we were excited to hear what we were having at our 20 week ultrasound appointment last Thursday. I deleted my last post about that topic.
Instead of finding out the sex of the baby, we found out the baby had died. We had a perfectly normal ultrasound at 14 weeks which showed an active, normal baby with a normal heartbeat and now we have nothing.
I had a D&E on Friday because baby had been dead inside of me for about 5 weeks, spend Friday night at the hospital, and am now home, not knowing what to do with myself or what to really even think.